If I were to be the one who chose it, I should not be regretting.

But the thing is that I've never chosen it to be this way.

Cheeseballs, I never want to see you ever again.

You love to put the blame on me regardless I'm right or wrong. The world doesn't revolve around you and even if it does, I will be more than happy to go commit suicide than be at your beck and call. Why should I betray my soul?


If we were to care for the people around us just a little more, there wouldn't be such tragedies happening.

And I'm going to care more for the people around me, especially more so for the people who have been nice to me.

If you understand what happens when a giant comet hits the earth, I guess you'd understand how I feel.

Or maybe, I just feel completely relieved because I've finally broken free.

Liberation came early; not from O's, but from _.

I am happy.

Finally :-)

OHMYGOSH

YOU TWO ARE DISGUSTING.

If you're so fearful of every one knowing, then why do you even want to get involved in it?

And please, I didn't say anything about it. It was your 'best friend', or so you think she is. I guess more than 10 people not related to you directly knows it too. And I hate your apparent "best friend' for putting all the blame on me too.

Hmm, my fault? No.

Get your facts right first.

I shall not bother talking to you / helping you cause I'm wasting my time on a rotten friendship. I'm not being harsh because you were the one who said so first.

What do you do with things that are rotten? "Gosh, it's rotten, throw it away." That's what my Mom and Grandma will tell me.

I will throw IT away.

I have nothing to do with you from this moment onwards and I will try all means to get away and sever ties with you people.

Thanks for the bad memories. The good ones are all overwritten by all that you have done.

I am very disappointed in myself for being so poor in my judgment of people whom I call 'friends'. Sigh.

I tried to piece the messed up puzzle pieces together but just couldn't figure out what the original picture was.

I'm sorry that I messed it up.

I didn't know what got into me.

I promise to fix it back when I'm free and piece together a new puzzle for you.

I mean, I still feel guilty about it. I owe you a treat, promise!

I've moved :D Might be back for updates and this time, it's real.

It would be tormented.

I just want to get on with my life and let it go back to normal. Is that very hard?

My results are far from good, really. I should just stop being so careless.

I have a swollen thigh to add on the the pain that I am currently experiencing now.

It hurts but I'm sure I don't want to die tonight.

I'd like to look back at the times we shared together although we didn't exactly share much together.

Why do you leave me to cope with this alone?

This is bothering me too much, I need to calm down.

I'm quite afraid of crying in front of you and it's quite frightening if I see you cry too.

It feels as if you're on the edge of breaking down, yet you force yourself not to.

It is THIS hard to face you everyday, because it feels so cold.

I really don't want to see both of us like that EVERY SINGLE DAY.

I'm sorry. But you're not responding.




Maybe we should stop putting up cold fronts.

Now I have moved and I've kept on moving
Proved the points that I needed proving
Lost the friends that I needed losing
Found others on the way
I have kissed the fellas and left them crying
Stolen dreams, yes, there's no denying
I have traveled hard, sometimes with conscience flying
Somewhere with the wind
                                                                           - Caledonia





I hope you have the courage to soldier on.

Like what Mother Teresa said: "Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies."

Have Faith, Wubbub.

It's just too painful for me to go on.



I want to give up.



I was thinking, who do I trust the most?

For years, I've been wanting to trust you the most, but because of me, because of you, I don't dare to.





It's me, against you, against the world.